Lillian I was scared. My aunt Lillian, she died at the age of 99 of the 28th of May. My Aunt Lillian stuck to me because I was the one that always talk to her and the on that always did thing for her and looked after her when my grandparents had to go some where. It was kind of hard to see her in the state that she was and I think that if she was still here know that I wouldn’t want her to go through that pain. I was really close to her I remember the first day that they had brought her to the house I was all excited because it was one more person to talk to and to share my feeling with. I would tell her my jokes and she would sit there and you could tell that she was laughing because she would shake and you could see a smile on her face. When she past I was told two days later, I sat on the kitchen floor and cried my eyes out. Then I went on the porch and sat there. When she died I but the fact in my head “Why get close to someone and they are going to die and forget about you” I went through that stage for about a month and got over it. I didn’t tell anybody because I wonted to get over it by myself. When I was going through the stage a lot of things were happening with divorced parents and all the other things between with her passing it was hard to take in all at once. I was upset mad and stress all the emotions a pre-teen shouldn’t have it was hard. And especially seeing my mom cry that Sunday when my uncle Darnell put his hand on her shoulder and said something it was really hard to se her like that. With me getting over that stage it was a big leap of maturity and hope that I can move on with things hit home. My accomplishment was getting over the fact of thinking I was alone. For that I am happy that I went through all those things because I am a stronger person know. With everything that has happened to me the year of 2007, I would say that it was a thinking year for me to express myself to myself and think of how things went down and how thing came to be and if it was suppose to happen on purpose or if it was a sign but adding it all together of how that year happened to me I and happy that it happened because it made me a stronger person that I am today. I think that if those things never happened to me that I would be a more emotional person and I wouldn’t be able to attach to people like I am today and that I can express my feelings to my friend and tell them how I feel in a way that couldn’t before. I am grateful that I have friend and family to help me but I think what I needed and got was time to myself and time to think of which way I was turning either in the right or the wrong way but after all that time thinking I chose the right path. I am happy that this triumph has happened to me